omgitsbees asked: I know what you mean by not having a routine or schedule that you need to follow very closely. I get horribly depressed.
That, plus their over all bourgeous decency, fixedness and simpleness. Their biggest worry is that plant in the corner of the windowsill that is losing too much leaves, or that newly discovered coffee stain on the freshly painted wall. In a way I like indulging myself in that way of life, for I unconsciously use it as a self defence system from my own ways of living in a way, I guess.
One of the very few reasons why I don’t mind that I still live with my parents is because I need their boring bourgeois rules and rituals to keep me sane
because I know what happens when I’m left alone with my own ways for too long